Archive for Growth

Make Up sex

Posted in Green Tree, Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 23, 2009 by planetvegas

Make Up sex

We try not to fight, the drama excites, back & forth all day all night;

Iwished I never met you, you

wish you never knew me, it’s cruel.

It seems when things get too out of hand we jump on each other

ocean to sand. We don’t melt with love, it’s adrenaline from the anger of nothing being fixed or said

and our problems are delayed by the rock & shake of a bed.


True Beauty

Posted in Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on September 17, 2009 by planetvegas

True Beauty

If you asked me what I thought was beautiful, I would reply “What’s in front of me at the moment”.

I know under all construction there’s a foundation awaiting an unclear finished product, it’s only a modest certainty to going under and a far sight view for the far side.

Don’t be afraid to live; don’t be shy to speak, stay steady you’re made of light; Give yourself the best image of you and it shall be filed contagious.

Player’s AA

Posted in DicLit, Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 26, 2009 by planetvegas

Player’s AA
e’s on his way, what a display– living life one day at a time, cleaning up his act with the scent of pine. He’s changed—what an event. He has asked for forgiveness and has done his repents. It’s a full change, not just a dent. This is Player’s AA—Handcuff, Tie him up.tony111
This mission is for growth, this isn’t some hoax like three men on a boat. He’s as honest as a racing strip of coke. A new man—a number 10. These up to the minute morals can’t bend. Jumping into the hoop of fire, realizing life isn’t some circus; you need to hold your standards higher.
What was he thinking before? Chance after chance, it was only fucking with the romance. Told so many times that he won’t find someone better, that does all that they could do, but they’re not even here; not anywhere. That’s not hard to do. If they would have fought through the battles and seen through the war their relationship may have been hardcore—Armor, Gun fire, rockets blasting, blazing saddles, indoor aerobics for hours—night-to-day riding the Eiffel tower. Too much? What do you expect? It’s Player’s AA.


Leaving the nest

Posted in Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 25, 2009 by planetvegas

Leaving the nest

May I take your hand, not in marriage just to dance?

Relationships anchor me down and are so last year, neDucklingsSnowver staying warm just spoiling threads in every nest.

I’d rather take my chances riding this one cold, with that you may think but, I’m never alone.

Quantity & Quality love in this than most relationships, I’m told.


Posted in Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , on June 5, 2009 by planetvegas


I walk in circles,

I notice my life isn’t what grunge circles
I really want it to be.

Yet, it’s that way.
How is it to change?
What must I do to break
the circles?

Everything is the same.
I sit here and think as
I do nothing but complain

Circles throughout my mind.
Circles throughout my heart.
Everything is just the same.
I wish they were clouds
so I could just blow them away.
But, they aren’t?



Posted in Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , , on June 2, 2009 by planetvegas


When I look into your eyes, I’m
not supposed to feel anything, right?

But I do.

I feel that you’re something I want to kiss,questionmark
hold, and be with in the most deepest of ways.

Your smell makes temptations run wild.
You are a challenge, a challenge that can’t
be won.

I must get these thoughts, feelings, and

temptations out of my mind. I can’t have
I just can’t have you. That’s the way
it is.
You’re not for me,
I guess.



Posted in Green Tree with tags , , , , , , , , , on May 21, 2009 by planetvegas


Locked tight within your love,
I know everything isn’t right.
I love you so deep–with all of my might.
Enough to fly a kite without any wind,
Enough to paint the sea red with my own hands.

You turned everything around,
Made everything about me go away like a cloud.
I tried to put my foot down,
you always took it down.
You make me feel like a follower,
a puppet, and a clown.
You turned my love into hate,
you turned me inside out,
you make all of the sadness come out.

I only asked for you to show your love for me,
you didn’t. All you had to say was “no.”
You make me feel like I’m not on your level,
not worthy of your love,
not worth your time.
I would do better without you
without a doubt it’s over we’re
down for the count.